Right now I am at an emotional
and psychological standstill. I’m trying to move forward in something that I
love to do more than just about everything else in the world yet, I’m “stuck.”I could engage in
self-induced interrogation but I don’t think that will prove anything or more
importantly, motivate me to move forward.
Some would say it is occasionally
normal for all of us to be in these circumstances from time to time. I don’t
know. Perseverance is the route I
usually take and it works for me but….events of the last two years have changed
my entire life and I’m grateful to be writing again.
My life came to a complete stop,
nearly two years ago and I’m still struggling as I re-boot, delete bad
programs, and decide on which direction I want to travel. I have never faced
anything like what I’m recovering from. There seems to be such a feeling of
loss. Restoration of all that has been lost is
slow, yet I know within the darkness there is light.
There is little advice that
can be offered to my readers as to what to do to recover, should they find
themselves in similar circumstances. We’re all different. What motivates me may
not motivate others. We all must be willing to pay the sacrificial price no
matter what goal we pursue.
In short, there is only so much time that can be
spent contemplating one’s future. I’ve
got work to do; so do you. The desire
for satisfaction must be paramount. This is my starting place. Time will tell
the story….one day at a time.
David Hammock. Copyright
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